All over the place....

Ok so I am home today with the kids because of the "winter weather alert" <---pfft!  They are smoking crack or something.  The most I see is a little sleet on the trucks.  Nothing sticking on the ground or the stairs or even the windows.

                                     What the hell people!!

 You cancel school, close all the buildings, shit down streets, and for what?!  Some cold freakin rain!!!  It is barely in the 20's!!

 I am really pissed y'all.  What the hell am I supposed to do with these little sh--darlins all day?  I believe that Patti over at Insane in the mom brain suggested Benadryl at one point, or was that for sex?  Who cares!  I am protesting winter!!  I will not take it anymore.  Texas is not one that needs this shit!!!  Pack your shit and GTFO mother nature!!!

All I gotta say is the next time the school is closed because of the 'winter weather' they can suck my balls!!!  I am gonna send them anyways!!

I know I have been MIA for a while, and well honestly I just haven't been in the mood to write.  I feel let down here lately.  I think women suck balls or I am just not made for friends.  I don't know.

What is the saying about if you change people, and things are still the same, it must be you; or some shit like that.  Yep must be me that is making things difficult.  I don't know.  I feel like I am a hard person to like, but an easy person to love if that makes sense.

I have 'friends' I guess but we don't speak that much.  I feel like a therapist sometimes because I am there when 'people' need to vent to me or cry on my shoulder but it feels like I don't have anyone most of the time.

Damn I am all over the place today.

Freakin kids need to go back to school!!!

My friend wants to leave and I don't think it's fair....

Can I just say that I am scared that I am going to lose my friend...

I don't want to lose her but I don't want her to live the way that she is having to live.  I will so miss our talks and such and her dreams of going here and stealing stuff ;) 

Is it bad for me to say this? 

                                                    I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE HER!  

She is important to me, her son, her husband, and several other people.  It's not fair.

That's all...............................  goodnight .....................GP SUX

Me and my Crazy ass Family............

This is a guest blog.....She needed to rant for a minute and maybe get some feedback......Maybe she will be a regular here... 

OK so my family is selfish and self centered to a point that I do not understand. The day that my husband gets out of the hospital I beg him to go down to help my parents move, because none of my other siblings are helping them. We go down to find that there is not even anything packed and that the house is gross to he point you want to vomit, because no one has done anything there in months.

Now keep in mind that there are 4 adults and a baby living there(my parents and my sister her man and their child). They have known for well over a month that the moving day was coming, and yet no one has made any attempt to do anything!

Anyways, we bust our asses for like 7 hours to make a dent in this fucking mess, and realize its almost 10pm. My boys are tired, hungry, and way past ready to go home. Time for us to leave we go out to the car, and the mother fucker will not start, JUST GREAT!!! We are stranded!

So we go to the new trailer, and make a deal that would eventually start the fight of the century.

Since my father owns a shop we ask him to fix the car, and that we would stay and help him. Wednesday morning we get up, and it's this, that, and the other helping my father.  About 5 pm they go and get the bracket for the alternator just to find out that it also needs another alternator (which will have to wait until Thursday now because its so late). So we continue to work on getting my parents moved, and our son goes into complete meltdown mode because he is tired of being in ass raping country with nothing to do. I call my biological mom to see if he can go stay with her until the car is fixed and we get back home. By now I have three rooms completely done! (well not cleaned but packed and emptied) can't really do anymore at this point because my mom has her room to do, and my sisters nasty fucking room that I refuse to touch! Thursday comes around and more moving and packing and this, that, and the other, they get the part for the car around 4pm, and realize that they need another bolt...oHMG are you kidding me? So we continue to work; all the while my diabetic husband hasn't had a descent meal in days because the gas is not hooked up to cook... so he is pretty  much an ass at this point. Thursday, Friday same shit Saturday. By that time my husband has had it, so I tell him to head home and get our son I would finish there and they could come back and get me early Sunday morning.

I was at the trailer waiting on my father and working around my sisters shit. In the meantime my other sister showed up acting like she was a hard ass and in charge of everything! Um no bitch, I do not think so, I have been here for days doing this shit and she was not about to come in and tell me what to do! Well, when my father decided to show up we got into an argument because I was tired by this point of working around my sisters shit. My other sister and I decided to say fuck it; went into the room from hell, and went to town. Weeks of fucking dirty ass diapers and ash trays and just filth!! Disgusting! I do not see how anyone can live like that let alone keep a child in that environment!

During all this fucking insanity, another scenario....my moms mom bought all her grandchildren porcelain dolls named after them, that have been in my mothers possession since her mom passed away. I didn't get one because I came into the picture after she had passed away. So over the years, my mother had collected other dolls, that she said I could have after she was gone. That is not the point, the point is she had decided to give my siblings their dolls, and I had asked her if I could have mine too, she said yes, but by the end of the night she had asked if she could keep mine until she was gone because she loved the dolls.
                  Do you have any clue how that made me feel?

Out of all my siblings I am probably the only one that will cherish and take care of the dolls. Whatever, I was selfish and didn't give them back. To top that off I had asked my father if I could have the cabinet in my moms room, he said I had to ask my mom, so I did and she said she didn't care. When I was ready to load my stuff up to get ready to go, my father said that he wanted that cabinet, and the only way I could keep it was to trade him my recliner. Seriously!  Are you kidding me?! I have been here for days and busted my ass to help and you are going to come at me like that with some dumb shit!!!  WTF?

Last but not least during this whole horrible fucking week I sold my father my bed that is well worth over a grand... I sold it to him for furnishing the work that needs done on the car and 100 cash. I called him today because I really need the money,  and he proceeds to tell me that I cant have the money because he has to help my one sister pay her $450 gas bill. That, by the way, has been disconnected. 

I am so pissed right now!
I wish he would step back and look at all the shit I have done for him this week!

Horse B**ch!

I know that you have to get tired of me bitching and moaning horse bitch but here it goes again...

I really really hate her!  She is Psycho like really really!!  She sent me a text message 2 days ago saying that she didn't want me to feed her horses anymore.  I said Ok.  I was really happy that I wasn't going to have to do that.  She also said that I was supposed to feed her horses twice a day.  Um don't tell the person that is feeding your animals that she is supposed to do something when you aren't offering them anything in return. 

Then yesterday she text me that she was going to be moving her horses but she wasn't going to tell me when so not to ask.  WTF I don't care!  This is how the rest of the day went.....

Her MIL telling me all kinds of things like what her last name is, what to go online and look for, what all she was saying involving our horses, ect. ect.  So by the time feeding time came around I was down there and waiting for them so WE could feed.  First off they had me waiting for over and hour and a half, now you say well why didn't you just feed yours, well that is a great question. 

Answer is because they are in a pasture and to do that I would have to either a) take them out and hold them on lead ropes until they finish eating; or b) shoo away the other horses with a whip until mine are done, which by the way doesn't work so (a) it would have been. 
 

So I decided to be the better person and wait because me and the hubs had had a talk the night before and decided that since they are moving their horses we would build (with barbwire) a little corral for her two horses to be in because....

 They don't help us pay for hay. They don't help us carry water down to the horses.  They don't like to worm their horses when we do (because they are difficult!)
 

 When they finally pulled up down the street and hour and a half later I was like "thank god!"  HA!  They stayed in the house for another 30 minutes 'visiting' I guess.  They finally start my way with horse feed in hand.  After all horses are fed I walk close (10-15 feet from them) to them and say

 "Hey since you guys are wanting to feed 2 times a day to my one and since you guys are wanting to finally take responsibility for your animals, we are going to put up a corral for your horses so we don't have to keep supplying all of the hay and water for your horses too." 
 

 You would have thought that I suggested that they put the horses down or something.  She (horse bitch) flipped the hell out on me.  Calling me names, telling me to mind my own business, all kinds of shit. 

Then, THEN, the little psycho bitch accused us of stealing her feed!  That is when I jumped back! I told her when can we steal your feed?!  Your MIL has been giving us the buckets!!! <--BITCH!!   I may be alot of things but a thief is not one of them.  They owe us money for feed, hay, time, I mean I could go on and on and on!!  She thought that it was wrong that I suggested such a thing.  Fuck you bitch!!!   Then she said something that I am sure she regretted immediately.  She said "You shouldn't have let that fat girl ride on your horse. He is to thin to be carrying her!"  I said "What?"  Thinking she mis-spoke, and she said it again.  Just so you all know the "fat girl" that she is talking about just so happens to own the land and is my cousin.   Yep!  So I told her "I will make sure that your horses are gone in two weeks now!" <--She is still deny-ing sending that text)  After I said that she says "They will make you move yours before we have to move ours."  I said "Really, They are my family you dumbass!!!"  Oh just so you know I also was repeating, out loud, to her, "your lucky your pregnant because if you weren't I would whoop your fuckin ass!!!  You are fucking psycho!!!" 

After that all I would say to her as she was still Yelling was (flip her off) "fuck you Psycho!"

God, I hate her, she made me cry later that day. I am NOT a cryer!  Well not over people! 

Oh I forgot to share that she has had horses seized from her before for starving them.  Link here   Make sure you share it around!  So maybe the county will come and rescue these horses, because if it wasn't for us having horses down there they might be dead.   

My turn!!! oh oh oh ME ME!

I know that you are reading my blog because I see you doing it!  So why don't you go and like the page that created it on Facebook <--Link to it there!

 I am thinking of going and doing something special every Friday on here.  Like a look at me kinda thing!  Whatcha' think?

Suggestions of what I could do would be great!   Maybe, once a month, have a ask me anything kinda blog?  That would be cool, right?  Or a funny photo day, where I post nothing but silly pictures!  I don't know...

If you are a new mom and need advice on what I do or did...you could send me an email <--Link.....and ask me and I will blog about it!  Anything....Y'all should know by now I will post anything!  So let's hear it....Or maybe embarrassing stories like...I can't believe she did that, or The strangest place you have ?  ANYTHING REALLY!!!  Until I get some feed back I will turn Friday into a Photo day until you send me something!  Hurry there are enough blogs with funny pictures on them!!!!!