|Tina and her Mean doggy|
I love my aunt as much as I love my mom.
She was the fun aunt.
She was the one that you would go to if you were in trouble or wanted to get into trouble.
I was asked today by my mom if I could go with her and find something that we can lay her to "sleep" in forever. She kinda caught me off guard. Isn't that something that her son is supposed to do? I am going to have to help my mom and my grandma plan a funeral for a daughter, sister, mom, aunt, and friend to so many. So many that haven't seen her since she got sick.
My husband asked me tonight why we were having a closed casket? Well because if someone wanted to see her they should have given her the respect to see her now when it counts. I for one don't want people coming in and gawking at her when she is finally at peace. No one goes to see her now. My mom, my grandma, me, and sometimes when he can my uncle. Her son has came down to see her twice in two years. He doesn't care about anything but getting his grubby little hands on what she has left.
|My Aunt Tina and Cousin Kelly.|
My aunt when I was around 16 thought that it would be funny to come up to my cousin's room with some wild turkey and give me and Christi a shot of it. Wow that was some nasty shit. She was also the one that let me stay with her during the summer of 94' when I went to band camp at SFA. If she wouldn't have let me stay with her I wouldn't have been able to go. Thank you TT for being there for me and showing me that sometimes you just have to have a little fun in life and let go.
She is and always will be my Aunt TT....... </3 My heart is breaking. Mostly for her and the fact that she has no visitors...none. It is sad that the end of her days and she will be spending them alone.